The pasting of my father...!!! 12/4/2011

What a sad day went I learned how sick my father was and no matter what the Doctors did for him it only got worse! And every month he was going down hill... And I kept flying home to be by his side!
And all the little talks we would have, trying to catch up on family information that I needed to know like wills, and money, and deeds... Which I had to find out on my own... Because his mind was not there anymore!!! Every time! I came home he had lost more and more weight... And he was not eating his meals! Even the staff at the care home or hospital...Wasn't taking good care of him anymore! my mom would find Him just dirty of urine and stools... What a way to leave this earth!!! And then the last time I was home was Thanksgiving... And by Dec 4, 2011... He had left this world... Not knowing he would not ever return home again...

My HomeSweetHome...

Me, Myself & I

Why do we make the same mistakes? I started to learn by my mistakes. Toke a step back, toke a good look at where I came from, and said to myself, "how far do I have to go to find peace of mind. And where do I go from here?" For along time now, I decided, I going find happiness. With someone or without someone. It's taken alittle time, but it's starting work!

Sometime I AM Special. . . .

I'm starting my BLOG at 47 y/o because their is someone out there, that wants to know more about me in the right way, and not from people telling them stories, that They really don't know, And I'm here to set the record straight! Next question? Who am I? You will find out more about me as I fill the pages of my Blog, as time goes by: Life&Time of Ms. Ddby. . .